Im tired of feeling hurt :/ i dont want to after try all the time.. when he still treats me exactly the same.?

I just love the way you talk...........sorry to say he has little reguards towards your feelings. He sounds like a total a hole . you should be treated like a queen instead of a doormat. The good news is that you are young and found out what kinda guy you do not want. I am glad you got to see his true colors sooner then later. he is knocking your sef esteem and doesn't care. Yes it does hurt very much to break up but you will find better and a man who will make you happy and put you first good luck.